You must resist, they have the guns, but we have the NUMBERS. I’m not fond of pouring my heart out because the bad actors and LARPers love to use it against me. They love to use the fact that I’m human and I have feelings, but they mistake that for weakness. Intelligent folks know that’s not the case but, the vultures are always circling around. I’m angry, frustrated, and anxious – My work has been taken down from me too many times.
I’ve suffered gigantic delays and grieve over the actions of the Satanic Cabal and its unaware minions. I say unaware because there are lots of people who are doing the Cabal’s bidding without knowing. They actually believe they are doing the right thing, and that’s another thing sad to watch. Fuck them because I’m not giving up. They will have to kill me to silence me, just like they did to many others. I’m not suicidal, nor depressed, but red hot blood runs through my veins. There’s only one way ahead, FORWARD – My spirits dwindle at times, and sometimes I’m not as kind as I’d like to be.
People put me to the test, though, and if I’m cranky, that’s a bad combination. I’ve had my fair share of stalkers and infiltrators, and I cannot afford to be soft. I wish I could. Sadly, I’m forced into toughness and strictness with people because of this. If I’m harsh with you, please don’t take it personally – It rarely is. You must resist my mood swings (LOL, kidding). Your support means a lot to me, but I always protect what’s mine. I want to thank you for your kindness during these recent complications. It’s been two years since I became “public,” and some of you’ve been with me since day one.
Resilience and gratitude
“You must resist” it’s easier with you by my side. This path has brought beautiful people to my life: Leah, Susannah, Arden, Barbara, Francesca, Jojo, and many others who tagged along the way. Despite the prosecution, the harassment, and financial stranglehold, your thirst for knowledge, and gratitude keeps me going. YOU MUST RESIST! Thanks to this journey, I’ve also found my calling and new skills. Thanks to this journey, I found the love of my life. I’m lucky to have an amazing, unique woman that brings joy to my life every day. Even if distance is putting us to the test, our love grows every day.
If it wasn’t for her, I don’t know where I’d be, seriously. A good man can do many things, but a good man with a great woman around is a game-changer. All I can think of is about helping make this world a better place for our children and your children. And this is why I will not give up, despite the bad sensations that these people create daily. The podcast is going well, and SubscribeStar has been amazing with me. Facebook banned my 13-year-old profile last Sunday, and in a way, I feel relieved. LOL, all that stupid shit I said before being awake is gone. But, hey, I’ll say more stupid things anytime now.
I’m gone from Twitter, Patreon, TransferWise, and PayPal – and Facebook is doing their best to eliminate me. Can you believe I lost a job offer this week because of what I do? Yes, some people think I’m a pariah. You must resist because lots of people are having it worst than us, some are dead, children are raped and enslaved. I’ll have to start using YouTube more despite hating the camera. As you know, my finances got tangled since Patreon screwed me over, but thanks to amazing people, I’m close to getting the groove back. THANK YOU, GUYS, SERIOUSLY.
That said, the editing is delayed for a while now due to problems with my Laptop. Right now, I’m not able to afford the cash needed for repairs, and so that will delay the film a bit. I’m truly sorry, but I can’t afford unforeseen expenses now. The situation in my country is grim, as China pulls the strings. Police are beating peaceful protestors, and they look like military, odd sight since we don’t have an army. I have friends in high places (and some distant family), and I hear things. I’m on a DIS list of people considered domestic terrorists and a threat to national security.
I got a tip-off from a very reliable source whose father is high-ranked at the OIJ (our little FBI). If things go sour here as they are trying to do, I will have to leave in a hurry. They are trying to do the same bullshit communists did in Venezuela, carbon copy. I also received a strange phone call two weeks ago, but I was unsure about making it in public. The man presented himself as George, a retired FBI agent. Claims he has “many friends in service that are trying to do good, but evil at the top plunders their attempts.”
Apparently, the FBI and the CIA have files on me and that if I was to enter the USA, it could be a problem. He says “they are growing tired of my consistent meddling, and they are considering a final solution.” He asked me to please take all security measures, but I’m not able to do much right now. In the words of Julian Assange: YOU MUST RESIST. I just wanted to express my gratitude and let you know where there’s a will there is a way. I ain’t giving up and I’m fed up, no more bullshit! Whatever happens, happens, and I’m ready to fight back.
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So glad you found a good woman. Together you can be even stronger.
But watch your back, these are weird times we’re living in.
I will always support you as long as I can. Joined MeWe today so still figuring that out 😄
Keep up the good work. Love and peace to you and your girl ❤️
Thank you so much, Jolanda ♥ Much blessings!